Tuesday, 22 February 2011

Wake Me Up Before September '04

You must be wondering why I have an odd title to this article of mine... It pretty much reveals a scenario that changed my life, completely.

Aah, the lovely grandmother...just the word itself brings out a sophisticated--hence "grand"-- woman in your mind. She's pale white, with grey hair grown to an extent that the ends of her hair strands are now shaping into a 'V.' Her eyes are blue-grey, and her lips are oh so tender, and as you imagine them caress to your youthful skin, you feel the comfort from a close loved one. Yup...she is my grandmother, whom I lost 7yrs ago.

It was mid August, when my grandmother was falling sick, and had to be rushed to the hospital when I had just arrived home from a friend's get-together. Mum told me she would be there for a night, and I felt assured grandma would be home the next morning. A week had passed, and she was in the ICU...and that very night, I saw my first vision...

I'm in my Secondary school building, enjoying recess with my cousin. She tells me my grandmother is in the ICU, and I ask her hesitantly what on earth is an "ICU." The scene changes to one where I have just reached home, and am laying on the bed, then informed to quickly go and change as guests were about to arrive. Always having a keen interest, in having people come over to my house, I changed into my favourite white and yellow T-shirt, with red flowers in front. I sat with my Aunt in her white Suzuki, along with my Dadi (Dad's mother). Next thing you know, I'm standing in between both of them at a hospital elevator, and as soon as I get out, I see my Aunt and a distant grandmother, in a lilac shalwar kemeez, drenched in tears...
This to an 11yr old was an everyday dream. I didn't take it seriously in anyway.

On 2nd September, 2004, my grandmother passed away in the ICU. The entire dream I have mentioned above took place that very same day. I was shocked, and did not speak to anyone at any of the funeral gatherings...in fact, i didn't speak for 2 weeks! My school work was below average, and I was bullied by my friends as I was the one who seemed rather innocent, later. After this dream came true, I blamed myself for killing my best friend. Just talking about this incident brings tears to my eyes, but then again, I feel like God showed me a sign. Is my entire life based on signs? Could this all be an imagination?

What if, this world is entirely your imagination and everyone in it is imagining everything the exact same way as you? Try to stop thinking for one second, and then notice a change...you won't. But if you do, then it's all a part of your creativity.

2 comments:

  1. I can relate to u cuz most of my dreams often turn true. and i do see signs a lot of time.its kinda genetic in my case cuz my nani and mom dreams often turn true as well. Strange part is that my birth was also predicted in a dream which my nani saw : )

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  2. Aah, mine is probably genetic too, or maybe it's just something God has gifted into certain people. Half the people I know don't really get my dreams, or call me psychic! I don't think that's the exact case, though.

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